Numb..... It is a strange emotion I am realizing !

Things that would have shattered me in the past brush me briefly and pass by. Things that would excite me beyond limits, only give me the rush of blood for a split second.

I ask my self...

- are you sad ?
- are you hurt ?
- are you disappointed ?
- are you happy ?
- are you glad ?

The answer I get shocks me.... " I Don’t Care !"

The fact that I do get shocked means I am not totally numb, but jokes apart --- I don’t think it is a very good state to be in.

But again the same answer comes and hits me head on ---- I REALLY DONT CARE!

If I Don't......WHO WILL?